ive kinda stopped caring that people know how much i hate myself but its always unsettling when someone tells me that im not alone and the like 

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i wish i could have an out of body experience long enough to get a gun and shoot myself point blank

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obliviateme:

mykaleidescope-heart:

I’m not nice enough.

I’m not smart enough.

I’m not motivated enough.

I’m not skinny enough.

I’m not pretty enough.

I’m not funny enough.

I’m not friendly enough.

I’m not outgoing enough.

I’m not liked enough.

I’m not good enough.

I’m never enough.

always

Anonymous: In Buddhism we believe that Samsara (the world) is an endless cycle of suffering, we 'stress' on nirvana because its our ride away from this samsara. But leaving samsara is not easy, you have to do good be kind and compassionate, you have to let go of your greed, anger and ignorance, these are what we call the 3 poisons, the causes of sufferings. We have to become aware of our nature and find the Buddha nature within.

that sounds like a nice way of living /in truth i don’t know too much - well anything really when it comes to Buddhism but that sounds like a nice way to get through life

did-you-kno:

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Anonymous: I have been called selfish for similar reasons. I don't think it's right, but I don't think that suicide is right either. I don't think that they meant it in a hurtful way. They were probably just trying to keep you alive by making you feel guilty, which I know is cruel, but some people don't know any better. I'm sorry that you were in pain and I'm sorry that confiding in people was a negative experience for you. I hope that next time you confide in someone, it goes better.

thank you anon and i get your point entirely its just there mere fact that they go such a hypocritical route in order to ensure your life for their own happiness just rubs me the wrong way.

everyone says that people who commit suicide are selfish but im gonna call you out on your bullshit right now.  who the fuck are you to call someone selfish because their intended death upsets you.  that one moment a person decides to kill themselves means they’re finally doing something they believe is right.  they’re finally doing something that will make them happy and you want to be that one person who tells them no.  you’re that one person who tells them that they should continue to be miserable so that everyone around them can be happy - frankly i think its bullshit.  its more selfish to tell someone who wants to kill themselves they shouldn’t because they should think of everyone else.  well what about them?

i’ve tried to kill myself at least once only this year and you know what - the people i’ve told about it have called me selfish.  i spend all my time ensuring that others are happy.  i always put others before myself no questions asked - and the time i mention suicide to a coworker they say how selfish it is to do that to everyone you love.  if people loved as much as everyone claims then they’d be happy that you were finally doing something that made you happy.